I am a teenager, who is 16. I had an abortion less than 3 months ago. I can say that having an abortion was one of the hardest and worst things that I have ever gone through . I never thought that it would be so hard emotionaly and mentally. The time after the abortion is the hard part, at least I think it was the hardeist part . After having it done, I was filled with so many emotions. My feelings were very hard to deal with. Especially when you have no one to talk to. I feel a lot or regret for what I have done, even though at the time I thought that I was making the right decision. I just wish that the pain would go away! Not one day goes by without my thinking of the child that I could have had. I also feel very guilty for killing an inocent child . It seems like every where I go I am reminded in some way of my abortion.

If there is any one out there who is reading this and is trying to decide whether or not to have an abortion - I would strongly suggest that you think it through very carefully, because if you are like me, you might feel like you can never forgive yourself for what you have done. It is a very hard thing to forget about. Some days I find the pain I feel unberable and I feel suicidal. I think that having an abortion was one of the worst choices I ever made. If I could go back in time, I would change what I did wrong and make it right.